:(
i had to cancel seeing matt today...was so upset...first i had the dentist...then physio because i had to go..that was fine but then my aunt called and asked if i could help her out even tho she said she wouldnt need me coz she knew i was gonna hang with matt....then my friend calls saying she was gonna be here at 5 to pick me up but its 7.30 and she still aint here. i felt so bad...i still feel bad, then he msged me asking if i wanted to catch up tonight and i felt even worse coz i had to say i couldnt coz im going to melton!! twice burnt in one day...he probably thinks i dont really like him or something. his texts back seemed a little disappointed!!

one msg he sent back was "ok kewl no worries i shuld stop bugging u il leav u be im sorry"
that made me feel so guilty. I mean yeah ive had alot of these plans sorted for age now but still....makes me feel so bad!!

so shattered...i like him so much!!